analogi

2012 it is

2012-01-03T11:56:00.002+08:00

So, a year passed again. numbers keep increasing. prices, inflation, expenses, statistics?

Unfortunately, that's the reality. The stuff we have gone through last year and should we go through again this year. The energy should stay the same unless we purposely want to be left out? Strange it is.

I had my good, positive things happen last year. I've learn a lot. It's such a satisfactory to be able to learn. By yourself. Nothing can't beat that. At the moment.

So, thank you 2011.

I will live forever

2011-11-21T16:41:00.001+08:00

Yes, Kodak had document my life.

sweetness documentary

2011-08-25T10:33:00.002+08:00

I'm digging documentary. I know few people rasa gila lame tengok documentary. depa kata boring kot. hahaha. All time favorite aku dari dulu mesti national geographic. boring kaa? ahaha

Dah boleh dengar lagu raya dah kot

2011-08-18T09:41:00.002+08:00

Kaset

2011-08-09T14:50:00.002+08:00

I missed being in a cassette store. just being lost with racks full of cassette. Flipping it over and over. Remembering its cover and making choices. Haha.

I used to spend half of my Saturday/Sunday just doing this. Syok weh! Balik rumah, koyak plastik, pasang dekat walkman. Ahhh, good old days!

I did found my old walkman the other day. But didn't bother to used it or to test it, if it's still okay or not. Haha. Lagipun, sekarang ada ka lagi orang produced kaset...

this month July

2011-07-21T10:50:00.001+08:00

so far July is treating me good. I have fun so far.

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Friday the17th

2011-06-17T11:17:00.000+08:00

Rasa takut

2011-06-14T12:21:00.002+08:00

rasanya kita sudah lupa rasa takut, aku juga
benarnya kita sudah terlalu berani. kerana...
kita sudah hilang rasa. rasa susah, rasa kehilangan, rasa kekurangan, rasa penindasan, rasa ketakutan itu sudah benar kerdil, dalam diri kita semua barangkali...

kita mudah lantang, dari segala segi, di segenap bumi...
untuk apa, kalau rasa berani ini, rasa berani itu, nanti...
bertukar takut, bertukar gentar, membawa gigil pada sisi diri kita...

aku pernah terbaca, tulisnya "apa yang kita kata/luahkan/mahukan, itulah cermin diri kita, siapa kita"....
pada sisi positif, aku dukung kata2 ini... itu motivasi
tapi masa yang kini, jarang sekali aku dengar sisi2 yang positif
atau barangkali aku mengelilingi/dikepungi insan2 yang sukakan negatif... kerna aku juga kadang2 begini...

rasa berani, rasa berani, jangan sampai tergadai nanti, diganti rasa takut

p/s: aku tulis ni sebab semalam aku di khabarkan seorang bekas imam disini (kini diselatan negara gajah putih) mati ditembak dikepala dalam perjalanan pulang dari membeli barang2 dapur. Al-fatihah. aku & kita mesti takmau benda2 mcm ni jadi dekat sini.

06June2011

2011-06-06T16:27:00.002+08:00

if i wanna be emotional, i will write music
if i wanna be inspirational, i will film a story
if i wanna be a story teller, i will photograph
but if i wanna be a leader, i have to be rational, and i have to be _______ (there are too many stuff to fill there)

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Ending April

2011-04-28T10:26:00.002+08:00

This time, never looked back.
It moves fast, faster.
I've been running with you for so long. Penat weh!
Berhenti la sat. Tak larat kot nak kejaq hari2.
Lenguh2. Hahaha.

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a drive by and a fool

2011-04-08T17:33:00.003+08:00

so, the story goes on
and on and on
written to be read

to be pass
with an uncertain blast
shall we all just pass

and look up
on the highest star
be good be bright

just be that
for once
we should
just once

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April 2011

2011-04-01T12:07:00.003+08:00

and so i did read it a little bit

2011-03-21T15:22:00.002+08:00

and after a few chapter reading it, A Doctor in The House. i am thankful. i thank my parent for having brought me up that way. i can thank them enough. thanks for teaching me, to earn something from hardship. through both of your stories, though sometimes i find it redundantly being told, it was very educational. thanks.

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Timing

2011-03-16T15:23:00.003+08:00

there's a time when you feel, you're so down. you feel so heavy heart. you feel so cold. and you are losing your grip. this is the time!

forward years and tokwan

2011-03-10T12:10:00.002+08:00

forward years, now. i think i missed my tokwan. he has been an inspiring tokwan, father, friend, and a leader. how i would not missed his joke, his nasihat, and his being here.
Al-fatihah

bicara manusia kepada manusia

2011-03-03T15:52:00.004+08:00

manusia,
selalu saja bermuka-muka
tanpa malu tetapi suka
jika tidak, dianggap biasa
dibenci dimasam mencuka

manusia,
diberi darjat dikurnia senjata
ampuh terbisa dinama minda
disalah guna berpada-pada
untuk kepentingan diri semata

manusia,
hidup ini cuma sekali
janjiNYA pasti akan ditepati
bila tiba masanya nanti
kau akan menghadapi mati

manusia,
kita sama, kita sehati
mana mungkin kau tak memahami
jika ini kau tak peduli

manusia,
aku juga, aku disini
menasihati
diri sendiri

some story

2011-02-28T15:44:00.000+08:00

aaaa

2011-02-24T17:53:00.001+08:00

something to light up these anxious feeling

some thought on 14 feb

2011-02-14T08:20:00.003+08:00

we people (some people) always think we are not best. so what must we think we are, of ownself? shitty self? then eat shit lah... haha
i do sometimes think it too. bukan terpikir nak makan shit lah. tapi terpikir im still no yet best. tambah2 kalau tengok hasil kerja orang-orang lain. down to sorrow weh! haha... but it always kept me wanna try more... walaupun kadang2 macam tak menyempat. at least i did what i need to do. to satisfy ownself. you should try it to. it's inspirational and addictive, seriously...

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this guys and girl, they're not big but they have huge talent. happy Moody Monday!

Jose Villa

2011-02-02T16:42:00.002+08:00

Inspiration

127 Jam

2011-01-11T16:36:00.001+08:00

i need to watch this!

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hola duakosongsatusatu

2011-01-03T10:44:00.002+08:00

tahun baru menjengah lagi
tapi aku sudah mengah
tatkala manusia bicara janji
yang selalu dilupai tak ditepati

tahun baru singgah lagi
bila mana kita masih menagih
sedikit waktu selalu kita tersisih
bila alpa leka masih merintih

tahun baru azam baru?
kemana saja siapa tahu

apa pun cita-cita duakosongsatusatu kita, moga-moga kita kejar sungguh-sungguh. biar leka jadi musuh, yang mesti itu kita sungguh-sungguh. dengan izin dari-Nya, tercapai kemudiannya... selamat tahun baru!

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abang-abang mogwai dah pun ada azam tahun baru, ada album baru, kena la tour seluruh dunia! have a good monday people :)

old twozeroonezero

2010-12-27T10:24:00.002+08:00

2010 is getting old and so do i. life get tougher and tougher each breath. it's getting harder to digest on ideas, new ideas. cause we have prone to routine. and it is not fun to be in that moment.

twozeroonezero had been good. i did have fun. will sure miss those days. but saying goodbye is must. so we could improve. to be better. to be tougher. to be greater. insyaAllah.

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there she goes again

2010-12-20T12:01:00.002+08:00

so does December. hopefully we meet again! next year! with bigger aspiration perhaps.

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yeah; that's JM the 1st, playing new materials.

hello december people of the year two thousand ten

2010-12-02T17:07:00.001+08:00

simple usually extraordinary

2010-10-21T14:43:00.002+08:00

for me, minimalist is always extra, raw is always better.

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ini punya simple melody mmg tengah melekap rapat2 dekat sanubari gua. terima kasih abang2 dan kakak yang baru saja singgah di tanah air gua. Nasib baik gua cuma perlu tunggu 6 tahun saja. Wicked!

words are meant to

2010-10-14T16:37:00.002+08:00

words are meant to be used beautifully. but we are such an ignorance. pity you, pity me, pity us. below song are inspiration for the day. more love! go and beg for it lah!

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september's end

2010-09-28T11:58:00.002+08:00

hey, it's already september and we are still in month of raya celebration. good loves all over this month! raya was great. i just noticed i didn't post any raya report yet this year. will post it when the time is there... (:

after half time

2010-09-03T10:29:00.002+08:00

lepas half time, gua rasa cik masa ni pecut laju sungguh. tiba2 dah masuk hari ke 24. woah, tak berapa lama dah nak rasa bulan puasa tahun ni. gua suka ramadhan sebab ramadhan buat gua jadi lebih baik. hangpa tak rasa macam tu ka? kalau sapa2 yang tak puasa tu, memang sungguh hangpa berada dalam kerugian. bak kata org putih, loser. seriyes gua cakap! rugi weh.

alhamdulillah, syukur. rezeki ramadhan tahun ni lebih sket. bak kata idola gua, kalau dapat rezeki lebih, elok kongsi rezeki tu. insyaAllah2. harap2 gua tak lupa yang tu.

pada yang dah siap2 balik kg or dah pun sampai kg. have fun celebrating aidilfitri!

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hari ni tune yang satu mmg melekat, gua suka melodi ni. gua tak kisah la lirik lagu tu kata apa, gua mmg suka mood lagu tu...

They are back!

2010-08-25T15:34:00.002+08:00

lookie lookie who's back. Game yg telah memikat aku beberapa tahun lepas. Gameplay best, aku rasa gameplay dia lagi best dari GTA. grafik pun detail. AI pun best! haha.
dah tak sabaq nak main, harap2 komp aku boleh lepas requirement game ni... all the best! fuh! fuh!

how to be hype and own fame

2010-08-23T11:44:00.003+08:00

no. NO! i'm not interested to talk about the above title. it's just a promotion and marketing purpose only. just to get more viewers to this blog! sorry to let you guys down...

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JM the 1st never failed to impress me (so far). takdak sapa2 nak jemput dia mai dtg sini ka. we need this than other hype foreign artists. i demand talent!

and dia pandai bermain kamera. hahaha

2nd light of 1431H

2010-08-12T12:00:00.002+08:00

gladly, happily, awesomeness. we managed to go thru the 1st day of ramadhan. we're are truly blessed. don't we? are you? I am! those feeling, rasa semacam mmg tak pernah hilang bila tiba ramadhan. i am awe and thankful im still able to feel the feels of this month.

be good boys and girls. there will always 'a paid' at the end of the day!

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'we choose love, we choose light' melekat jugak lirik abg dan kakak the submarines ni. ;)

cerita nak puasa 1431H

2010-08-06T19:47:00.002+08:00

tup tup tup tup tup
dh nak puasa...
tu la dia, masa mmg cepat

tapi satu yg best pasal bulan puasa ni sbb, tiap2 kali nak puasa, gua mesti terserempak dgn satu design lama gua. femes jugak design cabuk gua tu. orang letak dkt avatar, profile pic, masuk dalam blog. gila lah, kalau gua mintak royalti, sure gua boleh raya dengan senang hati.. haha...
rugi dulu sbb gua tak letak nama website ka, kalau tak sure marketing free gua dapat.... haha

ni la yg kat bawah ni la design cabuk gua yg femes tu

lagi satu ada design kad raya. pun org minat jugak, kalau gua buat bisnes kad raya sure kaya gua... haha

terima kasih la kwn2 appreciate design gua. jgn mengaku buat sendiri dh la design cabuk gua tu. bukan lawa sgt pun... haha
selamat berpuasa dan selamat beramal...

will u be inspired

2010-08-03T10:44:00.001+08:00

this movie will always inspired me...

holding threshold

2010-07-21T10:51:00.002+08:00

"you define yourself, we are not pre-install human" - yours truly

yes, we choose our own destiny. im not talking about your future, im not talking about your love life, and i'm dont even care about your social life. yet im concern about the would, the world i live in. but you wouldn't care. they wouldn't listen. and we are ignorance.

i do myself sometimes because we are not pre-install human.

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anda kekurangan kasih sayang? bunyi di atas aku tujukan untuk hangpa. sila gunakan sebaiknya. jgn dok buat benda2 tak elok yaaa...

evolve in the case of music and pokemon?

2010-07-13T11:24:00.003+08:00

bila cakap pasal evolve, gua teringat pasal kartun 'pokemon'. kartun yg paling banyak menggunakan perkataan 'evolve'. serius, gua dah kaji dh. hahaha

lagi satu yg gua suka pasal 'evolve' ni ada kait dengan musika. gua suka bila satu lagu yg raw tu evolve. walaupun byk peratusan yg gua lagi suka lagu yang raw. haha.

mcm lagu dkt bawah ni, gua suka dua2 versi. mmg kena citarasa ceq nak habaq mai

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she is awesome and even awesome when backed up by awesome musician, her bandmates. tabik!

respectospective

2010-06-22T16:25:00.003+08:00

'respects are valued in a different perspective, today' - yours truly

maybe that's the evolution we heading too. respect is day by day being lowered in the system. the system of our community. maybe it just me that feel this way, maybe im the boring kolot person. hahaha. maybe...

respect is to own, by material, wealth, and status. today, it's not to be won. we respect others by their expensive car, big houses, branded clothes... ouhhh, that's just suck... big time!

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lyrical lesson for today oleh abg2 terlalu phat... their awesome!

fast as the windy miss wind

2010-06-16T14:02:00.002+08:00

"masa itu berlalu pantas, kalau terleka pasti aku dicantas" - yours truly

kadang2 terasa masa berdetik terlalu lambat dan perlahan dan kadang2 yang lain pula, ia berlari dengan pantas dan cergas.... tapi semua itu cuma perasaan, yang pastinya masa itu tiada terlambat dan tidak laju dari yg sepatutnya....

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lagu that girl yang pernah aku layan sekitar tahun 2007 hingga awal 2008 ni, dh pun keluar video clip. lagu ni la sumber inspirasi aku di masa sekitar itu.... hehehe
kat bawah lagu originalnye, raw lagi masa tu...

abg david choi mmg best! layankan je la....

the begging game

2010-06-14T12:40:00.005+08:00

"when mind came begging for inspiration,
i seek it through the light of insanity" - yours truly

mcm ada org ckp, 'everyday is a struggle'. apa struggle yg mahu di 'define' kan kat sini? semua tu masih subjektif. adakah 'struggle' sbb kesusahan hidup yang telah diwarisi? 'struggle' sbb mmg anda lahir dgn kekurangan? 'struggle' sbb itu saja yang mampu dilakukan? yet, struggle is not an excuse... life is short, so make use of it. every minute, every second... no bloody excuses please!

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hari ni terlekat lagu ni, lagu cik miley... ada kaitan dgn movie 'The last song' rasanya

where is where

2010-06-10T11:52:00.003+08:00

where's the where
everbody lost
but no one cares
i stand, and
i stare at myself
believing ....

there's a thin hope
of realising
of tomorrow ...

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abg2 band of kuda ni baru ja keluaq album baru. senyap2 ja tak bgtau aku. haha... layankan aja :)

sengsara

2010-05-21T09:37:00.002+08:00

"sengsara itu milik kita yang tak mahu berubah"-analogy

sengsara itu ada hikmahnya buat aku yg bernama umat manusia. ini sesi ingat mengingati pada aku yang mudah terleka, alpa pada kemewahan dunia. sengsara ini buat aku bersyukur kerana DIA masih mahu mengingatkan aku tentang DIA. tatkala aku terbaring bagai tiada daya, aku terimbas betapa peritnya saudara2 manusia di negeri2 jauh, yang mana lebih susah, jauh lebih sengsara dari aku. aku terkenang bahawa maut itu lebih hampir dengan mereka berbanding aku yang berada di bumi bertuah ni. kalau aku dan kita semua masih terlupa sebegini, terus leka, aku tidak tahuu tatkala sengsara mendatangi kita semua. jika detik itu, kita sudah terlewatkan, apa jadi pada manusia yg sudah dan setiap hari diselimut kesenangan... apa akan jadi...

masih belum terlewat untuk mengingati, masih belum terlambat ... wallahualam :)

Jonsi 2010

2010-04-22T09:46:00.001+08:00

ingat dak aku post pasal in the making tour jonsi hari tu...
byk dh video dh keluar pasal tour dia kat net

terpacak di benak ke dalam minda

2010-04-19T14:06:00.002+08:00

ratusan rasa rakus
kamu kamo itu
satu persatu aku kukus
sampai latu

dunia mencemuh
dan aku jadi jenuh
terasa begitu penuh
hingga mulut mereka jadi lenguh

alam berkata
mereka suka bersengketa
tapi bagaimana dengan kita
tersepit, terpijak, tahukah apa kita rasa

senyum, senyum
ternyata sumbing sekali
bagai ditarik, di cucuk bertali
sampai tak sudah, sampai mati, tak siapa peduli

jadi
apa nak jadi
nasib kita masih diperjudi
sampai bila-bila?

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2 melodi ni mmg berlegar2 dalam kotak minda aku buat masa ni :)

15/04/2010

2010-04-15T10:33:00.002+08:00

hari ni ketagih inspirasi. ni pasal kejadian semalam punya pasal la ni. haih~
tup tup terserempak dgn abang2 raihan... ni idola ni beb. rasanya2 album dorang pun ada lagi ni. dulu mampu beli kaset ja. hari2 layan pakai walkman. lagu raihan yang awal2 tu feel dia mmg masyuk... pada aku, abang2 raihan ni kira musical genius la time tu sampai nasyid boleh naik. so, inspirasi hari ni, kita layan abang2 raihan

ni upbeat sket, jgn kata rock ja upbeat, nasyid also can maa

13 april duakosongsatukosong

2010-04-13T16:19:00.001+08:00

layan jiwa di 13 april

..,.,.,.,

2010-04-02T16:06:00.000+08:00

Viral video on Tony

2010-03-22T09:21:00.000+08:00

significant today

2010-03-19T12:11:00.002+08:00

nak pengakuan ni

gua nak buat pengakuan yg gua menyesal gila sebab ponteng masa saosin mai KL itu hari. terngiang-ngiang ketukkan abg Alex Rodriguez. haish

hari ni layan ni buat pengubat duka nestapa. ohhh~

Fired up!

2010-03-11T17:18:00.000+08:00

owhh, tambah semangat cari duit lepas tgk clip kat atas.... hahaha

SPM 2009

2010-03-11T11:19:00.003+08:00

terjumpa pasal billy yang sgt rajin menghantar surat. tgk dan baca dkt sini and today kan adik2 pi ambik result SPM. mesti ada yg kecut perut dari semalam and dok pikir pasal masa depan...

so today, i want to reminiscing pasal detik2 bertahun2 yg lepass...
pada suatu hari ....

*jeng jeng jeng...

*jeng jeng jeng...

*jeng jeng jeng...

*jeng jeng jeng...

ahh, malas pulak nak cerita, good luck lah pada yang rajin and buat persiapan terbaik pada SPM lepas. dengan izinNya boleh dpt result best. pada yg buat persiapan ala kadar tu, abg wish ala kadar jugak la yer... haha

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layan lagu abg2 baju t putih ni yer... 1.. 2.. 3.. 4..

Adik beradik Moffatts

2010-03-07T13:24:00.002+08:00

hari ni layan zaman sebelum Y2K... hahaha!

opensourcessssssss

2010-03-05T17:35:00.003+08:00

kadang2 bila tgk benda2 best ni keluaq, rindu plak zaman2 open source, zaman yg glut dgn sintaks dan kerja rumit men'debug' error. bila tgk abg Pranac Mistry, gila envy siot... zaman2 dok pening kepala cari tajuk thesis... ekeke

bila dh tgk, penuh baldi inspirasi minggu ni... lega rasa *senyum sampai telinga

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2010-03-04T16:49:00.002+08:00

dh byk biji mentos aku kunyah hari ni, smpi kering anak tekak. tak juga idea best mai. iklan mentos mmg tak bole pakai. hahaha. tapi ada satu benda yg bagi inspirasi utk hari ni... abg jonsi ni mmg best, kerja tak pernah nak cikai... semua nak best ja ... dia punya setup utk tour ni pun dh cukup gila... haih, best sungguh

untung la sapa2 dpt pi tgk tour abg jonsi ni...

bunuh saya dari dalam?

2010-03-03T14:20:00.000+08:00

utk hari ni, layan abg2 'killing me inside'

pinging memory

2010-02-19T10:32:00.002+08:00

semalam abg pete teo post lagu Fleetwood Mac bertajuk Dreams, tetiba boleh plak dok teringat dkt cik andrea sorang ni. Terngiang-ngiang sora cik andrea ni time tu. hahaha. permainan wavelength buat seketika. hahaha.

serius aku pernah beli kaset the corrs ni. layann!

subset union

2010-02-17T18:28:00.001+08:00

melayan lagu ni, tiba2 teringat satu lagi lagu. tgk bawah =)

the holiday inspired

2010-02-12T11:04:00.002+08:00

tahun lepas2 aku enjoy tgk the hoppers and ahli muzik. lepas tu ada wknd session, and skrang Tapau. dulu aku suka tgk national geographic, skrang aku minat rockumentary, serius best kalau dpt tgk a journey dalam music ni. Aku ada tgk Heima. inspirasi road trip ke Terengganu beberapa tahun lepas. Lps tu aku ade tgk This Will All Make Perfect Sense Someday. JM the 1st punya kerja, mmg syiok!

Hari ni aku dok tgk wknd session, Diandra Arjunaidi punya session. mmg syiok! rugi smlm terlepas sesi moonshine. hahaha. excited nak cuti sgt la ni...

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Cik Diandra at her best. Enjoy and happy holiday!

cita-cita

2010-02-06T13:25:00.003+08:00

gua masih ingat dulu time nak hantaq repot kad, cikgu suruh tulih cita-cita gua. cikgu bagi contoh cikgu, polis, doktor. jadi gua pun tulis dalam repot kad tu cikgu, polis, doktor. tapi malangnya, cita2 gua tak kesampaian. sebab semua cita2 tu gua tak minat.
serius gua minat jadi kaki pukul, mcm abang aaron gillespie (tgk video kat bawah). kalau cikgu gua bagi banyak pilihan sket, dah tentu cita2 gua dah tercapai sekarang. gua tak promote sebarang kekerasan, gua promote supaya kejar cita2 apa yang korang minat

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layan je la abang2 underoth ni kalau cita2 korang masih tak kesampaian... gua tak promote sebarang kekerasan, gua promote supaya kejar cita2 apa yang korang minat yaaa adik2....

with help and thankful

2010-01-28T14:06:00.003+08:00

with the help of social media, i was directed to a book called Quranic Law of Attraction. and half of today, i was flipping trough it between my work. Seronok plak membaca. Bila membaca buku ni tadi, macam2 flashback ada. flashback balik menda2 yang tertulis tu. hehe

kadang2 perlu ada vibe mcm ni. baru best nak bersosial media. selalu dok dgr org berborak kosong. kisah yang kadang2 tak penting dan yang tak perlu diperbesarkan sangat. alhamdulillah, hari ni sedikit bermakna dan tidak bosan.

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dh byk tour dorang pi, tp still tak jmp versi akustik yg ngam. layan yer la apa yg ada

hari ini hari selasa

2010-01-26T16:51:00.001+08:00

tiba2 teringat laksa. haha.
layan je la abang2 yg baru lepaih mai KL ni....

low low low low

2010-01-25T11:38:00.002+08:00

tajuk ni takdak kena mengena dgn mana2 abg2 rap mahupun lirik2 abg2 rap. hahaha. semenjak 2 menjak ni, moral gila lah low... paras emergency pun bole kata laa... aspiration byk yg tak tercapai... satisfaction pun byk yg tak tertunai... semua pending... tambah2 lama tak shoot. keinginan nak shoot event pun byk ditolak... haish! ke'lucky'an awal 2010 masih malu2 nak bersama2 dgn aku.... demmm! dgn kurungan kewangan yg cukup sempit, jiwa jadi tak tenteramm... hahaha...
hopefully minggu ni ada perubahan ketara... mintak aspiration dpt dipenuhi seadanya... aku nak sedikit ceria bila februari menjengah ...

mono minggu ni, saosin next week. jgn lupa mai lagi yaaa. haish~

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pass on this ...

2010-01-19T16:14:00.002+08:00

did you remember when we don't know where to go
and we just drove 200km from we used to live
i remember u laugh
u laugh on my silly jokes
*senyum sampai telinga

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abang2 NSP ni la yg jadi peneman aku dikala aku homesick masa time study dlu, depa ni la peneman aku tongkat mata layan study. :)

m2m

2010-01-18T16:58:00.002+08:00

tiba2 terserempak dkt duo M2M ni. haih, comel2 depa ni. haha. dh bole kira oldies ni, zaman muda remaja ni M2M ni. hehe

cold as fire

2010-01-12T16:24:00.003+08:00

dead people, gun fire, cat fight, gossip surfing, propaganda, controversy. i guess, that would be a most top 'thing' that people have in mind kot. and i can guess, someone would reach this blog by thing those words into google. haha. nothing u would find here that would be interesting to u. hahahaa.

dh letih and sgt2 letih dgn semua ini. but yet we/i still here. there's a reason(s) why we/i still here? hanya DIA yang maha mengetahui. :)

cold fire
showering fresh mind
i dont mind, i dont mind
would u mind

cold fire
steaming those heart
and soft turns hard
anything else is just mud

cold fire
sparkling those wounded souls
tired and tired to behold
and in the end we're sold

pity me, pity you
its all now just history

bak kata JM the 1st, 'so we keep waiting, waiting on the world to change'

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currently listen to this song. thanks JM the 1st!

dua kosong 10 dah?

2010-01-06T15:11:00.002+08:00

kenyit2 mata, tgk2 dh 2010. haha. alhamdulillah, masih dikurniakan kesempatan utk menikmati 2010. awal2 tahun, stress sket pikir a whole year punya plan. sapa kata nak berangan ni senang. susah weh! haha. 2009 was the best! syok dan meriah sepanjang tahun. tq pada cik tersayang! =)

and 2,3 hari atuk mcnally nak mai KL ni. nak sembang2 dan sedikit tunjuq ajaq. dan dh confirm2 aku tak join lah. haha. so sebagai pengubat rindu, belajaq dari jauh pun takpa la. kalau teringin ilmu yg aku baru dpt, pi la dkt sini, sini dan sini. tq atuk mcnally, sy syg atuk! semuda2 cucu ni, cucu tak byk idea mcm atuk. atuk rock!

rebah?

2009-12-22T17:32:00.003+08:00

rebah
dalam diam menyembah bumi
dengan keping hati yg mati
tangis tangis tiada lagi

rebah
rasa ini belum kebah
terseliuh rasa yg tak sudah2
tiada noktah

rebah
apa yg perlu kau serah
kerna semua ini belum dikerah
siksa siksa amarah

rebah
disember datang bawakan lagu
bersama liriknya yg kurang mendayu
merayu, jauh sekali

rebah
tika kau nantikan yg datang
jgn lupakan yg dibelakang
pasti, akan mengiringi

disember is an 'alarm call', i'm aware. yet am not sure, if there a black cloud or rainbow disebalik disember. hanya mampu memanjat doa pada yang kuasa. tingkatkan usaha, tingkatkan kerja, bulatkan cita, tiada ranting2 rapuh. insyaAllah, dgn izinNya.

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abg2 efekrumahkaca, terima kasih buat lagunya. December ini mmg sarat dgn hujan, tapi aku dpt saksi si pelangi, selalu.

reaction kamen

2009-12-17T11:37:00.002+08:00

smlm ckp psl bosan, hari ni dh terngiang2 idea2 yg awesome! utk tahun baru yg bakal menjengah x brapa hari lagi ni. idea byk, modal xbyk. sgt restrictive. membantut idea lah. hahaha. idea2 lebih kepada minat ni mmg susah, straving artist la katakan. semua nak di implement, kena ada pujuk rayu. haishh!

beingbored

2009-12-15T17:06:00.003+08:00

being bored sometime gives a lot ideas. i dont know about others, but i had it all the time. haha. mana tak nyer. kalau dh bosan, for sure nak cari benda yg bole dibuat. otak2 jalan cari idea nak buat itu ini. walaupun x semestinya buat benda yg aku pikirkan tu, tp aku suka dpt pikir2 benda2 yg best, yg jarang aku buat.
last week, bila aku bosan ddk di rmh baru, aku capai kunci kereta, pusing2 area2 tu. blakang rmh org pun aku redah. hahaha.

for me being bored di'happen'kan tatkala jiwa kita berada pada situasi yg tidak parallel dgn keinginan kita. kita mungkin tak mahu berada di situ, kita mungkin tak suka apa yg dibincangkan, kita mungkin kurang selesa dgn keempukan kerusi mahal itu, atau kita mungkin telah berpikir selama 15minit utk ke tandas. haaaa, pernah berada dalam keadaan sedemikian? hahaha. dah pabila kita cuba utk berada diluar situasi yg x best tu, kita akan kreatif. rite?

if u ask me how to be creative, that is my answer lah. yeah! itu bebelan utk hari ni. syukran Allah s.w.t atas idea ini. =)

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thanks abg ADTR atas kongsi pengalaman. i'll keep it noted. enjoy the song if u want too ...

futureREmind dec09

2009-12-08T11:09:00.001+08:00

investment on branded 'thingy' than a better form of educations?
i hope not to be 'pendek akal' like we community, current parents(a lot) thinks today. fame yg depa dok kejar2 sgt pasai apa? tak bawak kemana pun. haish, hopefully i can remind my future me. haish!

remember good will hunting? aku lagi suka to look cool in that way, better than branded 'thingy' penuh satu rumah.

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dh byk bulan abang gavin release album baru, tp xdak better quality video nak post lagu ni. enjoy ja apa yg ada

adaptation

2009-12-01T15:53:00.002+08:00

my mum quote "zam mmg ambik masa nak adapt new environment"
probably she's right, she have been raising me all this while. new environment sometimes bores me, especially adapting with new environment that i dont like. skeptical maybe. history is truth, maybe i'll be okay the next day, weeks, or years.
DIA maha mengetahui.

and today i learn(again). the beauty of give and take. for weeks, struggling on the new look of the new place

yeah, itu rupa beberapa minggu lepas. today, things are much better looking now. and hopefully to be better soon. if money permits ;p wishing a comfy and relax place to crash on and meringankan otot2 anggota badan yg kejang. dengan izinNYA

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qurban 2009

2009-11-25T12:38:00.002+08:00

nearing us
reminded me
of something
i must remember
the history

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enjoying as always. thanks JM the 1st

welcome new friend

2009-11-24T16:41:00.003+08:00

im out of words
clueless i stand
like statue in the night
shivering and bold

minds empty
was it that i drowned
in deeply of this symphony
pity me pity me oooh i see

no words
speechless but more less
in the end is there a bless
or is it a mess

sleep but deep
i am stolen by the sea
and the stars talks dream
lying lying

adjusting to new place sometimes a bit difficult for me. i am bit choosy when it comes to mixing up with strangers. insyaAllah everything will be good. hopefully!

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i feel like posting this song for today instead of the other. thanks adik Priscilla Ahn. u made my day!

muar battle

2009-11-20T11:41:00.002+08:00

facing a great battle this weekend
hopefully the artistic mind wouldnt let me down. hahaha
bilik dh bersepah, harap otak pun tak bersepah
moving to a new cribs by next week.
mee bandung muar, here i come!!!

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kepulangan

2009-11-16T12:44:00.002+08:00

pulanglah
dgn selamat
moga tersemat kata azimat
dengan 3 kata keramat
i love u!

i want a Gocco

2009-11-09T15:38:00.002+08:00

dem! benda alah ni mmg addicted. seronok kalau dpt seketui, creative juices sure melimpah2 keluaq. nak kena pi usha2 dkt kedai art supply ni. haish!

sila usha projek ni

conceptual crisis

2009-11-06T16:20:00.002+08:00

i used to have a liking into conceptual photography. i used to post them in DA. for my ownself to remember and enjoyed. it seem that iam getting further away and away from it. dem! i getting used to capture the surfaces now not the underneath. hahaha. dem! for me, being to shoot reality, for what am currently practicing now, doesnt too much satisfying my juices. i need to get up and revised! dem!

i wish i have more gut in me!
*diam

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maka dengan itu, aku layan abg2 kat ataih ni. tq abg2. calit sket. yeah!

kembara nov

2009-11-03T14:57:00.004+08:00

kembara ini ...
memenatkan hati
yg hampir mati

kembari ini
bukan utk aku
yg x mampu mengaku

kembara ini
meninggikan waktu
yg aku selalu terlupa pada yg itu

kembara ini
aku kembali
kembali dan kembali di sini

kembara ini
simpang siur menguji
segalanya yang pasti
utk aku menilai
menilai dan memahami

yg kembara ini
adalah ...

i've been here before, am i? no witnesses. with no conversation. and no conclusion. i'm happy now. with my morning sunshine.

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lps tgk vidio di atas, am craving for a videocam again. no more minidv please. and ... jom kawen jom! boleh?

deep into you

2009-10-28T16:21:00.002+08:00

i am blessed
for being with you
i'll try
so you can feel it too

i am blessed
when im around you
i'm trying
to be like you

i am blessed
to be love
i'm trying
to make you realise
that i am
loving u

music made me feel, belajaq merasai, dalam2, rasa of the tasteless. listening to piano mmg byk membantu macam abg yiruma kita ni. if u want to learn like i did, go and listen to him ;]

raya lagi?

2009-10-23T16:06:00.003+08:00

hujung2 tahun, hujung2 bulan ni ada apa crita best? hujung bulan ni mmg aku tunggu2 sgt, tunggu duit poket masuk. lepaih dh masuk baru bole berangan itu ini. ya ka? haha.

inspirasi, inspirasi, mai mai sini. jgn dok melewaq x tentu hala. mai mai. lai lai

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raya dh abis ke haaa? takpa lah, raya haji pun dh dekatkan. mai aku nak dedicated lagu pada deme2 semua kat luaq sana satu lagu raya yg masyuk punya.

ha! kasi kumpul duit buat korban la kalau brani.

hujan2hujan2hujan

2009-10-22T17:26:00.002+08:00

brand new eyes dh lama dh realease, aku cuma tunggu live2 performances dari depa ni. Still tak byk video yg mengancam. sabaq2 dulu nooo, layan je la apa yg ada.

smile for today

2009-10-19T14:15:00.003+08:00

something to share, a love story like no ordinary
a good inspiration! yeah

maruku

2009-10-16T15:45:00.000+08:00

monitor film scanner?

2009-10-15T16:42:00.002+08:00

alamat kena ikat perut la 2, 3 bulan nak bli scanner ni. hoho

and aku dengaq pearl jam nak mai melawat malaysia. kami alu-alukan lah. mai.. mai.. mai.. zoom malaysia. hahaha

Sessions With Joey L - Tutorial Preview from Joey L on Vimeo.

words of wisdom from Joey L ;D

third teen of 10 09

2009-10-13T12:08:00.002+08:00

and i wanna watch this movie. haih~

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instax's eid 1430H

2009-10-09T10:58:00.001+08:00

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misses for miss breezy

2009-10-07T18:02:00.001+08:00

in this chaos, with news highlighting the hatred and cries, the disaster and them that suffer, the uncertain emotions and political events, im kinna trap at the fire escape with fire between me. and yeah, i miss the ambient, the breeze, the sun, the scenery of tganu. i did missed it. to be able to travel on ownself, hear the waves crashing the beach, the early morning to catch sunrise, the glittering sky of stars. and yeah, i do really missed it. hahaha. dem!

and good luck to adik2 yg ambik PMR today! =)

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brett dennan are good with words. i wish i have it too!

where would u go when ...

2009-10-05T17:07:00.003+08:00

where would u rather go
when no love ones
when no friends
when no accompany
are here with you

im guessing this would be looping between the days, every weeks, every month and every year. that's sound like sucks. knowing that u cant choose between the unspecified options. even though u are ready to take a step forward? ohhh~
is that what they call 'struggle' huh?

hi there, would u be my friend?
best friend perhaps?
*senyum sampai telinga*

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Noted: Model Posing

2009-10-01T09:46:00.001+08:00

reportraya09

2009-09-30T09:55:00.002+08:00

alhamdulillah, raya dh disambut. alhamdulillah, it was good. puas hati. so here it goes, report raya untuk tahun ni (mcm jugak thn2 lepas).

-the day before Aidilfitri-
arrived at sp at zero five hunderds hours. sempat sahur nasi lemak dua bungkus dkt RnR. the highyway sgt jem. yet alhamdullillah, selamat smpi. then at around noon, terus gerak ke kg. mcm thn2 sudah jugak.

smpi2, tok dh settle anyam ketupat. so takde gambaq anyam ketupat utk thn ni. hehe. haa, gmbr kat atas tu, ketupat dok tgh masak. ketupat palas yer tuan2 dan puan2.

dh ada ketupat, kena la ada rendang nya. ayam tu bukan utk buat rendang, ayam tu nak jadi ayam masak merah. rendang daging baru ngam ho! kerja2 diatas tak melibatkan aku pun. aku bakal tukang makan je esoknya. ;p

yeah, tahun ni ada stok gmbr pelita. syok! dh byk tahun tadak scene pasang dan bakar pelita. time kecik2 dulu mmg terbaik, bole main mercun. skrang dh tak rancak sgt nak main. takdak feel mcm dulu2. rasanya dulu2, raya lebih pada mercun dari yg lain2. 4,5 malam jugak la layan mercun tu daripada layan kueh raya, ketupat. haha.

habis buka pose, aktiviti cucuh pelita. layan bunga api sat. ekeke. dhulu2, kalau malam raya, penuh tepi2 jalan pelita, budak2 main bunga api dgn mercun. sekarang, hampir pupus dh. iya, mercun membahayakan kesihatan. ohh~

aktiviti kemas rmh mlm tu melibatkan aku. x cukup kakitangan la katakan. so takdak gmbr aku angkat kerusi meja, karpet, lap lantai, gantung langsir, sapu sampah, pasang sarung kusyen/bantal. rajin kan? ;p

tidoqqq.zzzzzzzz

-1st day raya-
bangun tidoq, rasa best. tp smlm aku rasa mcm takdak dgr org takbir. biaq betoi. haha. pagi raya ni best time takbir. ;] mkn ketupat dgn senang hati.

habis solat, ziarah yang dh tiada. lps tu, ziarah yg dok ada lagi dkt kg tu. tak mcm dlu, duit raya dh xdpt. umur dh expired. ;]

-2nd day raya-
2nd day, sanak saudara dh keremun dkt rmh tok. baru best, hinqaq sket. haha. breakfast pekena nasi tomato.

ptg aktiviti mengolek bole. despite sakit perut, layan jugak. nasib menyebelahi hr tu. title bakar juara longkang x dpt dipertahankan. 'sorry to disappointed you guys', hahaha. aku dpt second tu.

balik rmh, samb sakit perut. tdo smpi pagi esok.

2nd day ni hizrat ada jemput pi rmh dia, tp tak dpt nak pi. thanks weh =)

-3rd day raya-
lps smlm senak perut. culture shock agaknya prut aku tu. mcm2 masuk dlm masa 2 hari. hehe.

hari ni hari gotong royong. aku dpt excuse sakit prut, aku tgk je la org gotong royong. haih, pemalaih btoi. haha.

mlm mkn lagi. it was a success. menda2 mcm ni la buat hari raya kita lagi best. dkt dgn org2 yg kita syg. thanks semua(yg terlibat). emo la plak. ;]

tutup kedai, balik tdo, perut kenyang, perut sakit.

-4th day raya-
raya keempat pi kedai, kemas2 apa yang patut. gmbr takda sbb aku rajin sgt dok kemaih. (yer la tu) haha. mlm tu balik sp.

-5th day raya-
beraya di alor staq. *senyum pjg lebaq*
mlm balik pekena mee kari dan sesi ramah mesra di rmh makcik. hehe.

-6th day raya-
kemalasan melanda, duduk rmh saja. servis kereta.

-7th day raya-
balik KL. raya abis. alhamdulillah.

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EidulFitri 1430H

2009-09-18T10:18:00.001+08:00

Raya 09 - Manusia

lagu raya pun dah ade tu, from yours truly. Mintak ampun, mintak maaf, moga ceria di aidilfitri, bawak kreta elok2. Yeah!

a new friend for mat

2009-09-15T12:17:00.002+08:00

mat dh ada pasangan hidup. putih melepak kawan dia tu. bole lah beraya bersama2. jeles ai. =p mat & inss bakal menceriakan gmbr2 raya aku. yeahhh!

20 Ramadhan 1430H

2009-09-10T11:09:00.002+08:00

ini cherita tajuknya Signs, menang salah satu kategori Anugerah Singa Cannes 2009 (CannesLions2009)

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lagu abang2 KRU, layankan ajeeeee!

a little wishing well

2009-09-08T15:38:00.003+08:00

ya adik2, tahun ni duit raya buat kalian2 semua dah dibekukan. sekian, terima kasih! ^_^

usahlah bersedih yer
meh kiter dengar lagu kat bwh ni untuk menghiburkan hati yang duka nestapa itu.
kamon kamon

newest digger

2009-09-04T09:42:00.002+08:00

currently i'm digging fynn punya lagu. melodi menghiburkan hati (aku). liriknya dalam and terang. =)

also i'm digging wani ardy, happy.

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alhamdulillah ramadhan mubarak dh tiba di pertengahan, yang baik mmg sukar dihargai. itu realiti, jadi kemaskini buku hati dan minda (sendiri). sesal belum tiba, tika kita (sendiri) masih terlupa. separuh masa pertama dah pun abis, jadi toksahlah alpa. be mature!

countdown to zero

2009-08-20T17:45:00.003+08:00

into the night
somewhere, here i lost
slowed down, i breath
slowly slowly

into this bright sphere
i lost with pureness
stare at those wall
i stare i stare

hope
i hope
on ramadhan
and smile

the only 19 august of 2009

2009-08-19T10:16:00.003+08:00

times are chasing me. like crazy. i'm not a traveler anymore. hoh, inspiration is destinations. an achievement is the hideout. what should i do. do i look panicked. *je'gee mata* hahaha

jom tgk di bawah

"one of the easiest i ever done, no brainer, tones of fun...." by steve jordan

apa saja yang kita suka, buat sungguh2 lah wahai kawan. kan stevie kan. =)

pejam celik pejam celik jalan sini jalan sana berenti kehgeja cari kegheja dpt kegheja berkasih syg syg dan syg lagi, tgk2 dh nak posa. woah! rasa mcm ada sikit kehilangan tahun ni, rasa mcm ada kekurangan. haih! moga2 ramadhan 1430H dpt dinikmati sepenuhnya. huhu.

heartless lesser and lessest

2009-08-04T15:37:00.003+08:00

cari cari cari inspirasi. jenuh dh dok cari. tapi talak jumpa juga.
how could u?
where are u hiding?
i'm so lonely.
~sigh

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inspiration are everywhere, abg2 the fray pun dpt inspirasi jugak. depa dpt drpd abg kanye. ni lagu kat atas yg didedangkan oleh beliau2 ni adalah cover saja tp bunyi mcm original. awesome!

yasmin

2009-07-27T10:07:00.003+08:00

aku hanya kenal melalui sini dan sini dan hasil2 kerja dia. alfatihah.

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watch this, by yasmin =)

Inspirasi kamis lagi

2009-07-23T16:43:00.002+08:00

hari ni terserempak dgn abg haristobald. Dia tak lokek kongsi ilmu. Terima kasih la abg haristobald, bertambah sket ilmu didada ambo ni.

walaupun dia tak la ajaq satu2, tapi dh dpt tgk cara dia khegheja pun dh syok. tengkiyuverimach. =) rasa teringin plak nak bli ring flash, haish!

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layan je laaaa abg2 avenge sevenfold ni, sehari lagi mau kheja. pastu wiken. yeah!

oh kome oh kome

2009-07-22T15:58:00.002+08:00

lagu pakcik os mmg best, kena dgn pengalaman zaman2 dolu dolu. seronok dgr lagu pakcik os sambil panjat pokok rambutan. sambil jalan2 collect buah durian. ohhhh, memories.

rajah di atas menunjukkan kesuburan pokok jentik2 yg ditanam oleh pakcik aku yg hensem. gmbr ni diketip circa tahun 2007 kot rasanya. time ni dh tak ramai org2 berpiknik dkt dusun tu. zaman kemeruduman penghasilan buah2 durian di dusun. sebelum2nya, kalau dpt flash back balik, kalau bole naik kereta ciptaan dr emmett dlm back to the future kan best. haha. dulu astro takdak, so kami org2 kg on weekend pegi piknik di dusun buah, panjat bukit masing, duduk sehari dua. tak payah nak sewa hotel. makan mestila part paling best. macam2 ada. makan sampai tidoq. best!

sekarang dh kurang maju, tapi still ada. ramai org kg ddk rumah layan astro dah la ni. tak main la piknik dkt dusun. ;p argghhhh, rindunya nak suruh bapak aku panjat pokok manggis. dia terer woooo. hangpa jgn main2. ohhh, memories!

start enjin kreta, jom balik kg. mau?

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hr ni layan abg2 'mainsejuk' aka coldplay. sesuai la dgn cuaca yg seram2 sejuk ni. hahaha, unrelated sgt. bla.. bla... *membebel*