Konfrantasi: Satu

26/04: Lapar la

Cerita Semalam

Realitinya
Satu;Bekas Timbalan Perdana Menteri Malaysia, Tun Ghafar Baba, meninggal dunia kira2 pukul 7.35 pagi Ahad. Takziah kepada keluarga arwah. Al-fatihah. Dua; aku pokai. Tiga; Not so happy maaa.

Mayanya;
Satu;I am happy the whole day. Dua;Hati senang sepanjang hari; Tiga;Gembira.

Gabra!

"Gabra! Aku gabra la bila kena ckp kat depan kelas." itulah salah satu pengalaman ke'gabra'an aku. So, last week i got the peluang untuk nonton filem terbaru arahan Yasmin Ahmad. Ingatkan takdak org sebab aku dtg awal la jugak, tapi tinggal seat dpn saja. Alang2 menyeluk pekasam, dah bazir minyak dtg sini, so beli la jugak tiket. Langut pun langutlah ... Cerita tu mula dgn scene org sapu kaya dkt roti. sedap jugak aku tgk masa tu sbb aku tak makan lagi .... bla, bla, bla ... tiba2 sampai scene buaian, crita habis ... aiceh, sedang syok layan tiba2 habis mcm tu ... tak best sungguh. hehehehe ...

Pada dasarnya, situasi 'gubra' tu dpt aku lihat pada keseluruhan filem. Kejanggalan yg jarang berlaku dlm masyarakat kita ... satu: org kg sarapan roti kaya, hehehe. tapi, dulu tok aku jamu sarapan dgn roti kaya jugak ... sekarang, org kampung dah makan roti canai, nasi lemak, semua tu ... dua: manusia yg gaya hidupnya berbeza dpt hidup jiran bersama, pak lebai sungguh ngam dgn pelacur. tiga: pakaian orked. aku rasa tak ramai manusia di realiti mampu buat mcm tu, pakai baju bapak org. empat: ending dia, hahahaha ... rasanya ada byk lagi scene2 ke'gabra'an ni tapi aku malas la nak ingat balik. kalau korang nak tau, pergi la wayang and beli tiket gubra. sekian, terima kasih.

Pagi lagi

Pagi lagi

semalam suram
dia pulang dgn muka muram
hati terdetik rasa geram
tapi dia cuba peram

pagi lagi
dia bangun gosok gigi
resah rasa bersegi2
tiba2 terdetik rasa rugi

matahari
kau terangi rasa ini
indah rasa bagai digoda sang pari2
dia cuba menari

terima kasih
pada kau, disitu masih
tanpa rasa letih
dia tiada lagi rasa tersisih

Age equal history?

age, time made age, a milestone for people like me. on every milestone, usually people love to archive what they wanted. some succeed and some failed. but, what about people who doesn't have anything to archive at their milestone, which one should i categorized them. huh! i think i'm is one of them that fall into the uncategorized group. why? i don't know, i just fell that way. pity me!



for all i can say, aku berjaya buat apa yg aku suka tapi aku mahukan cabaran baru. macam rancangan realiti popular 'dimanakah joe jambul!' that was one good program. aku dah jumpa apa yg aku minat, besides graphic design, i meet this new girl, named photography ... she's cute, sweet and full of surprises. hahahaha. but, we need more time utk mengenal hati budi masing2. being creative is tough, and to be tough is such a hard job. ntahla apa aku merepek ni. makan kerepek pisang makcik subang parade pun best!



batu tanda baru dah tersedia, tapi aku belum bersedia. taking risk and new opportunities are not my comfort zone. bukan zone hotlink, bukan wilayah celcom. aku tak suka, tapi kena lalu juga. ini bukan keluhan, tapi merancang. nanti la aku pikirkan mcm mana nak ukir batu tanda baru tu. sekian, terima kasih.

Jiwa Kacau: Puitis

Jiwa Kacau

An antidote of self

as i lean on this unhealty day, i spoke against my rational. through it, i seek for creativity. for the time i wasted, and for the calories i burn, it just another unhealty day. therefore, i stood up and cried out loud, yet nobody heard me. me laugh all night and clouds start to pour it's cold tears. i know, there will a great sunrise tomorrow, waiting for me to witness it. i wait and wait, i sleep. huh! i missed the sunrise. it was just another ordinary day. but i was so thankful.